House payment made, life is good. No crap to talk about. Jessica and I are still just as love birded as always...Then again I can always give a headache to the hobby.

The hobby still whines, though I can understand why on one account, just wish she would whine on worthy stuff as her Grandfather dying instead of stuff like the job hunt and etc....Wish she understood how much pain she caused me, but the facts are the facts. She blames everyone but herself... Going on prom was the start of the cheating on her part, the finish was when she spouted crap publicly all over the world about me..

Talked to Jessica last night, found out if I had left things alone back when the hobby first broke up in Augest, I'd been able to be with Jessica sooner....God why didn't you just tell me that in the first place! Jenifer wasn't good for me and I for her.


Marry Christmas to all. I know up to meet Jessica family in Ohio three weeks from now.